I dunnoh flucking how to shut down this site!So,i decide to leave it flabbing here by itself.chaoz!

It can be so funny sometimes.I realize how cute my family are.

My mom called me and told me she's gonna get me a laptop all in a sudden.

Whao.so good right?I've been telling her to get one for me lor and she always find some excuses to buy it 'later'.

And the reason she finally offer to buy  me a laptop is....................................because I broke up.HA!know we know how much they hate my ex bf aight?

If i knew this is gonna happen,i'll date 100 men they hate and then break up with them and pretends i am so god damn heart break abt it!Then i'll get a new handphone,new sewing machine,new car,new house,and the list goes on.

It's really sweet of my parents to get me a laptop so i wouldn't be 'lonely' in sg.Which is something,somehow i'm getting along with.Anyway,they ady paid for the laptop and is waiting for the laptop to arrive.

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I'm still not use to not worrying for someone,or being alone-the.whole.flucking.time. Yes,i hate being alone,i'm scared of it.I wonder how long will i use to get over it.

I know some people might say i'm 'tai sei',since im the one who mention the break up first.But whats the use of staying together when i'm not sure if i love him?It's unfair for the both of us.

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I wanna SHOP!!

Beii.

I wonder what am I doing here.I hope i can just forget him and get on with my life.I said I don't love him,straight to him.And yet here I am,waiting for him to come back,into my life.I know we won't have an happy ending,ut i just can't forget him.I don't love him,so why am i waiting?I wanna know too.

He upset me again.He never does what he promise,I guess this is the end.It seems as if i'm the evil one ending this.But i clearly know it is him that end our relationship this time.

I never really love him anyway.I never really love anyone.

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Some friends are just so fake i couldn't stand them.So fake i wanna puke.I am just who am I.I'm not sweet nor bitter.I rather friends that i can have fun with,friends that i could just hang out with.

I have no one.I only have myself to hang on to.

Beii.

Shit.I wanna go home.=P

Beii

I've been thinking of taking up belly dancing or yoga class ard chinatown area.S$65.kinda cheap i guess!Hafta check it out real soon-i'm getting FULLER each day. sad aight!?

BTW,might be earning some income for teaching some kid english.S$10 per hour!if a month one hour also means S$40,RM80 here ady!not bad lar~AHA.i know my english not THAT good lar,but secondary standard.I CAN can?And that means~more shopping!!!

*note : can't live without shopping in sg.every shopping centre seems so close together!

P/s: ya,i know you jealous ady jlynn.i lykk!

I realize i don't blog about my college and mates much but believe me,*most* of them are great!lol.I'm pratically going over girls school again!mostly girls and some guys,which most are gays or 'nyiang nyiang qiang'.SAD!how do you like to peep at a good looking guy when he moves in the 'geisha' way?scary okay!?

No digicam.Dull.

I just reach msia btw,will be going back on sunday.ha!

if any of you are dropping by sg,ring me and den we go shopping together kay?heeheee~*if i am free la*

beii.